When I was in high school I was pretty hefty. I weight a little over two-hundred pounds, which for some reason seemed to just melt off after high school. All of a sudden I was a totally different person with a new body and I loved every minute of it. Here I am in 2009 almost 2010 and it feels like I’ve gained almost all of it back. I’m only 175 right now but that’s enough for me to go into panic mode. I’ve done okay with my eating over the last few days but Christmas is only 3 days away so I don’t even know why I’m trying. My New Years Resolution is to be back down to 150 by March 2010 and I’m going to try with everything I haveto make that happen. Not only will I be smaller than I ever was but I’m going to be weight lifting in the process. Self-confidence was never really an issue with me even when I was as big as a hot air balloon so it’s not so much about wanting to look good but when I lost all that weight after high school I remember having so much more energy to go out and do things I normally didn’t do because of laziness. I’m seriously looking forward to a new life, better health, and most of all, happiness.
